Day One.

Ah. We meet again in unpleasant times. So I didn't cry today. Is that a plus? I think so. It was a long day. And I'm sure I wont be going to bed any time soon. I keep running so many thoughts through my head. I'm so scared that I'm going to lose my car. I REEAALLYY don't want to lose the PT Cruiser. But I am thinking I just might. I have to go to "that place" and retrieve my check and my W2. It sounds like such an unpleasant adventure. I mean, don't get me wrong, I hated that place. It got to the point where it took all I had to make that hour drive to and from. Let's do some math. One hour, both ways. I worked an average of four days a week. That's eight hours of driving time in a week. I did that for almost a year. There are fifty-two weeks in a year. So in the last year I spent four hundred and sixteen hours of just driving time. That doesn't include the hours I spent working there. I dedicated so much time and effort. I was so done.

So, with a positive outlook on my future, I called Doubletree today. No such luck. I have to have experience for everything else that I want to do. All I have is restaurant experience, so.......ya. I applied for a total of five local jobs. Tomorrow I can't do anything because we're supposed to get snow. And Wednesday doesn't look so productive either. So, I am going to resort to a favorite past time of mine, making YouTube videos. I know, you probably think it's a silly idea, but many girls end up getting paid to do them. I used to do them but always felt shy and awkward. I have opened up so much since I was sixteen. I never would have had the courage to write to you as if you were my diary.

I always get so many compliments on my hair and makeup. And I'm not trying to say I'm the best ever, but I know I can hold my own. That's why I've been dying to get into cosmetology. And honestly if I get in, I wont have time for a job. School hours are Tuesday through Saturday from eight o'clock to five o'clock. So in the meantime, while I wait to find a job and wait for the next semester to start, I am going to share my knowledge and skills with the beauty community on YouTube, and I am going to commit to my blogs with everything I have. It's what I've always loved to do, and now that I will have so much time on my hands, I plan to stick to it. I am curious to see how far it takes me.

I'm not quite sure how to end these blog entries. "Love, Brittny"....Nope. Yours truly. Eh, no. I don't know. I'll work on it and get back with you.

P.S. I plan to spiff this blog up and make it more "Me". So bare with me, please?!